I will be closing this blog shortly and instead starting one that is not named 'triplets'.
We had an ultrasound today and found out that we lost two of our three babies. I was shocked, terrified for the third, and completely heartbroken. I felt guilty that I wasn't able to enjoy seeing and hearing the heartbeat of the baby that we have because I was so sad about losing two. We are greatful that we have one baby that is measuring right on and appears to be healthy, but I still have to give myself time to mourn the loss of two.
Over the next few days I will allow myself to feel the sadness that comes with losing not one, but two babies. After I allow myself to heal I will focus on the growing this baby as happy and healthy as I can.
Thank you to all who have provided support so far. And thank you for any prayers that you can spare for our baby.