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Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Heartbroken

I will be closing this blog shortly and instead starting one that is not named 'triplets'.

We had an ultrasound today and found out that we lost two of our three babies. I was shocked, terrified for the third, and completely heartbroken. I felt guilty that I wasn't able to enjoy seeing and hearing the heartbeat of the baby that we have because I was so sad about losing two. We are greatful that we have one baby that is measuring right on and appears to be healthy, but I still have to give myself time to mourn the loss of two.

Over the next few days I will allow myself to feel the sadness that comes with losing not one, but two babies. After I allow myself to heal I will focus on the growing this baby as happy and healthy as I can.

Thank you to all who have provided support so far. And thank you for any prayers that you can spare for our baby.

Starr

10 comments:

  1. I'm SO, SO sorry Starr! You will definitely be in my thoughts as you mourn your precious babies. Lots of hugs,

    Gretchen

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  2. Also, I will definitely be sending lots of prayers for your baby!

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  3. Sending many prayers for you and your family

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  4. ALL OUR PRAYERS AND LOVE TO THE THREE OF YOU AND REMEMBER THE SOUTH DAKOTA GRAND PARENTS ARE MOURNING ALSO.

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  5. Stopping by from M&M, so very sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my prayers.

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  6. Stopped over from M and M as well, so sorry to hear your news, we will pray for comfort, peace and healing for your family as you move forward.

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  7. Another M&M stopover...SO sorry for your loss. I pray you & your family find the comfort & support you need.

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  8. Sending lots of love to all of you.

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  9. so so sorry! I hope you find some comfort within your friends and family as well as the little miracle you continue to grow...

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